weak faith

Ok friends, I need to be really honest here. I am struggling. My faith is so weak. I am rarely feeling God's presence, and I know that is not because He is far. I am not fighting to believe His promises and I am failing to pour out my heart to Him. I hear the scriptures you tell me, I read the promises in the Bible, but I doubt. I am thankful that I know in my head that not even my own doubt can separate me from God. I am thankful that God is faithful no matter what.